You, yes you.
Do you remember the moment we first met?
You walking into my class & sit on the back.
Wearing a blue shirt & a blue jeans.
Staring each other having an awkward moment.
Do you remember the first time we're talking?
We're on the same group for a paper task.
We're texting each other asking about the paper we
used to work.
Do you remember the first time we had a funny
conversation?
When I changed my "Personal Message" on
the BBM, you suddenly comes up to say hi.
We've had a funny conversation, all night long.
Do you remember when we used to mention each other
on the Twitter?
Just for laughing each other.
Having an awkward conversation about you live in
the middle of nowhere because its far from anywhere.
Do you remember the January's Friday the 13th?
We're getting close that night, having fun together
with the other.
You're sitting next to me, lay your head on my
shoulder & wearing my cardigans.
Do you remember the time when I told you about my
feelings?
You said I'd have to wait for you about 2 weeks or
a month.
I laughing that time & said I will waiting.
But after all we've become a couple at that time.
Do you remember when everybody doesn't know about
our relationship?
We have an awkward moment at the first, because we can't
"move freely" when we're around our friends.
We secretly meet up at the college, when our
friends can’t see us.
Do you remember when I always accompany you to the
parking lot on the up floor?
You park your bike on the 2nd floor & we used
to end our time around 8 o'clock.
Before you going home, you always hug me at the
time.
Do you remember when the first I went to your home?
We take a cab with your sister after we're hang out
just to grab some snacks.
I met your mom, shaking hands & said a farewell
because I have to go home.
Do you remember the first time when I met your dad?
Its the time when your dad recover after he get sick
about a week.
I go to your home, sit on the front house &
your dad comes out for me to say hi.
Do you remember when we used to watch a movie?
Having a lunch? Take a bus? Or taking our picture?
We always watch a movie & you always keep the
ticket.
We love to eat KFC's & you always order the
soup.
We always take a bus, everywhere we go.
You always takes our picture together, every moment
we share.
Do you remember when we help each other for our
"Skripsi" ?
Typing the words, shorting the data & makes the
conclusion.
Do you remember our conversation on the phone call
or BBM?
Spend all night just to laugh or share our story,
our problems & giving an advice to each other.
I sang "Twinkle - Twinkle Little Star"
until you falling asleep.
Do you remember the first time you come to my
house? Or when first meet my parents?
You quickly getting along with my grandma & my
great grandma.
You where shy when first met my dad & mom but
you sounds pretty happy back then because they're nice to you.
Do you remember our 2013 new years eve?
We visit my grandma at the hospital & eating
fried rice.
After that we're go to my place & comes to the
"Neighbour Party" & watching the fireworks on the rooftop.
Do you remember our graduation day?
Having a great time with family & our friends.
Takes our picture with them before you go home with
your parents.
Do you remember our trip to your 2nd house in Sukabumi?
We take a bus to Bogor, eating KFC's as usual &
take a ride with "Mobil Jurig" from Bogor to Sukabumi.
Do you remember when we're still seeking for a job
together?
Going to a Jobfair or Career Expo, interview &
some test with some companies.
We stressed out because after many test &
interview we still don't get a job.
But we never give up, until you got a job.
Do you remember that all?
Do you remember when you pull of my hair? When you
always bite my hand? When we eat cuanki meatball or duck rice?
Do you remember when you want a dairymilk
chocolate? a coke? a papabunz bread? a cheese burger? a popice? or a kwaci?
Do you remember that all?
Do you remember all the time we've been through
together?
Don't you miss them...
Yeah I know, this is just me who miss the time,
this is just me who always remember.
This is just me, this is just me, this is just me,
not you.
I know you'd try to don't remember all the past,
try to skip all the memories we had together.
I know you don't miss it, I know you won't miss it.
Its all about him.
All the time its about him, him, him & him.
About your regret after broke up with him, because
you miss him & want to go back with him.
Do you remember me? Do you remember our time? I bet
you don't miss me at all.
Do you remember what todays date is?
I bet you forgot it all.
Yeah, its all about him. What you remember its all
about him.
You miss the July, a special time for you &
him.
Did you remember when you left me back then?
Did you remember my birthday?
Yeah, it's July.
Its funny you know, because in reality he takes you
away from me.
He stab me behind because always act good in front
of me.
He is the other guy.
He is the one who step in between you and me.
How can its fair to me, where’s the logic in that? I
don’t get it.
Realizing maybe I ever be in your life, but never
be in your heart.
Hahaha, what I'm doing. I bet you won't see this
blog too & if you see this too you will still miss him, not me.
Yeah, I’m just gonna be some part of your past.
Some memories.
Something that you won't remember.
Something unimportant to care.
Its okay, Its okay.
Because I will always be okay.
It is just me who always remember.
It is just me who just miss the time we spent
together.
It is just me who now just a stranger.
